The surface, my life is calm and cold , but I always worry that one day will be for his cold to give up our ideals of love , this day does not take long before we actually arrived . I spent a winter together is our second Christmas , it was wonderful three days , three days after the separation is to pull off . Since then, the arrival of Christmas always in my heart to draw thin dense scar , and I recalled the bitter cold separation Housi Si plume .
   
Han decided to go to the South to learn photography, but also to the city with unique characteristics for inspiration. He wanted me to go with him , I made the decision for him very angry , I could not help his hot temper , and the cold kicked in this one. I told him between a career and I can only choose one . If he chooses , then they asked him to leave the city immediately , do not let me see him again . When the cold stormed away , I feel Zhuixin pain , but stubborn character will not allow themselves to retain him . I bit his lip to remind ourselves not to think of cold .
   
Really cold so walked out , leaving me alone in the pain . Loss of time , the feeling of this love is like a disease, illness came Tiantadixian , walking slowly Procrastination disease , only a glimpse of the body of the gap , before we know with what kind of sad .
   
In fact, cold stormed away , I already regret it, do not be so let him go . Played in cold cell phones, has been shut down . My phone has gone in the cold after the first four months of starting , there are different cities in the area code of telephone call , pick up is not disconnected immediately hang up , fight back then no one will answer. Sometimes received two months time, sometimes months received , the time is not fixed . I know that is cold , every city he would tell me in this way . What I can not find him, I extremely sad .