My father is an ordinary farmer , generous , kind , but eccentric .
My family of five children. As a rule, patriarchal , traditional thinking is that people . But my father did not like I was his beloved daughter , and two brothers , has become a thorn in his flesh .
I grew up in his father's love , and my father told me full of boundless hope . Because I grew up fairly bright bar, school performance is not bad .
Father is very strong, I grew up , almost did not see him once, tears streaming .
However, I grow up, they saw him cry a few times , but each is very sad , let me gripping the pain . Now in retrospect, difficult to calm heart .
I was in high school , one day, both parents into the city to see me. They are so happy and proud , because we had to test into high school not many . And I , but pack a good thing , is preparing to leave school to return home . The father is not mentally prepared a little , choking up on the spot , he said nothing. But I know how he is sad and sorrow .
In fact, my school is not easy , at home more than two acres of land , thanks to this land to feed the three of us live ! Sometimes parents raising livestock is my tuition and living expenses . Home, see them drinking gruel , eat pickles , dressed very plain . But her parents always encouraged me to learn , to learn skills , grow up to contribute to society .
Do not want them too hard , so I dropped out of school .
A long while, the father are not happy.
After that, I alone south , and began working career . I often wrote home , listening to my brother that my father read every letter , would burst into tears more than sigh . After that came the phone call through , I always hear my father 's voice.
After that, I married. Walking the day his father has lost the pain , like a woman like crying. I know that he was afraid I suffer , involved ; afraid I do not have more time to see him.
After marriage , the father 's body from bad to worse . I also earned some small money , often return to , but he is not , save up to me and told me to buy a house with .
My days are getting better , but the father was in a pain in the left us forever . He has not enjoyed the day , his heart , has never been himself.